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An Anonymous Yuletide Donor

plopfront-148x223Recently my wife and ate breakfast at a small diner. Minutes before leaving, I stepped to the lavatory. There I bumped into a man, and we chatted, mostly about the unnatural weather the area was experiencing, so unnatural that many plants had already blossomed twice. I commented that some meteorologists predicted a prolonged period of unseasonable temperatures, and that dreams of white Christmases for some years to come may be just that– dreams.

Finally, I added that astronomers predicted that thousands of years in the future our sun would burn out. To which he responded, “The sun will burn out, no doubt, but not the sun,” I didn’t understand his meaning. Then I realized I should have interpreted his words in this way: “The sun will burn out, no doubt, but not The Son.”

When I returned to the booth where my wife awaited me, the restaurant’s manager approached and said,” Your bill has already been paid.”


paid download“I said your bill has been paid.”

“Paid? By…by…who?”

“By the man who was sitting in the booth to your left,” he said, pointing to a now-empty booth.
Earlier, I had glanced at the diner who once occupied the indicated eating space: it was the same man I chatted with in the lavatory.

My benefactor didn’t know it, but he had bequeathed me more than the cost of two breakfasts. He had given me a more positive view of humanity: helping me realize that all men are not knaves, murderers and thieves, as national network newscasts and tabloids would lead one to believe. Some are caring and compassionate, but unlike those who chase fame, the former sometimes seek no recognition for their good deeds.

I left the diner that morning far less cynical than when I arrived…and a far wiser man. Who was the stranger? I may never know. I only know it’s sad that bad guys get most of the publicity while good ones are often ignored.

The ID of the stranger still haunts me. Did he hint at who he was when he spoke of “the sun” and “The Son?” Perhaps in the far future I will meet the gentleman who bought my breakfast that morning, meet him in the by-then discovered ninth or tenth dimension, a happier, more quantum-like domain where goodness is heralded and evil is not.


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Sales and Thanks – by Calvin Davis

mealWhat is Thanksgiving to most of you? A family gathered around a table or two? One stuffed turkey? Four kinds of pies? A time of looking around at those whom we love and feeling good they’re in our lives?

Or is the day merely the precursor to Black Friday sales, a time to bolt into a department store to grab the cheapest flat screen TV? A time when the local newspapers us so filled with glossy ads you have to get the next door neighbor, a professional linebacker, to help you drag yours into the house? Or you email box filled with tempting sale ads?

Have I described the Thanksgiving season correctly?

Sadly, I fear I have. All of which begs the question, “How many of us appreciate the bounty of our good lives?” Probably very few, me included. We are creatures of habit. After awhile, we take things for granted. Try this: Imagine your food disappears, the roof over your head vanishes, your car is history, your job is bye-bye, grocery stores have no inventory, and banks are shuttered. Get the picture? Panic Time!

So, this year before you ravage the turkey, think about the things mentioned above. If you do, you’ll appreciate Thanksgiving–perhaps for the first time.

Anyway, Happy Thanksgiving and blessings.








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Don’t Read This Blog by Calvin Davis

 Stop! Don’t read this blog!

Wait! Didn’t you see the second sentence? It plainly instructed, “Don’t read this blog.” And, here you are perusing sentence number six.  So, you’ve failed that part of the quiz.

How about this? Part two: Do not think of the words “lemon juice.” Did you pucker a little? What did your saliva glands do? Ah, you thought of them, didn’t you? You failed the little quiz.

It’s amazing how words can manipulate your thinking. It was impossible for you  to heed my order not to read farther or not to think of the taste of lemon juice and its effects on your mouth. Because those words were embedded in the instructions and already in your brain, doing their thing. For as soon as I told you not to read this, your innate curiosity took over. Well, why not? Does the blog contain something someone does not want me to see? Information government censored? The power of a few words and my order gain strength like the forbidden apple in the Garden of Eden. Because it was taboo, you must see it. Correct? Like Chaucer wrote in the Canterbury Tales, “We weep and clamour for that which we cannot have.” We’ve been alike for centuries, all over the world.

What does all of this have to do with writing novels or plays, etc. Everything. Novelists write about people, and the nature of people doesn’t seem to change. Shakespeare’s plays were written around four-hundred years ago. They are as up to date now as they were in the 1600’s. Why? Because people are still spiteful, magnanimous, egotistical, humble, loyal, back-stabbing, loving, hateful, jealous, and vain as they were when The Bard lived.

With all of the above in mind, maybe the title of your next novel should be Revealed At Last: the Novel the Government Did Not Want You to Read. And when your novel tops the New York Times Best Sellers List, show modesty and humility with such a remark–“Oh, I’m so shocked I topped the list.” Don’t worry, your secret will be safe. I won’t tell anyone that you are a smiling liar. As Shakespeare wrote, “False smile must hide what false heart doth know.”


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The Education of Pain by Calvin Davis

frigidaire_fkch17f7hw_3Several days ago, while working in the garage, I fell.  On the way down, I grabbed the handle of our upright freezer, causing an avalanche of frozen meats and vegetables to cover  me.  An odd combination, my back and head hitting the hard, hot cement floor while turkey breasts, steaks, various vegetables and ice cream covered  my chest, abdomen and legs.


Even if I could have been able to push off the food, my back hurt too much to stand. This is a terrible position for a man and his infamous male pride to find himself in. Men are action figures, you see. A fact engineered into their DNA. They are constantly asking themselves how to solve this problem or that one. “How do I do it?” But being unable to help, I couldn’t do a thing. The pain was excruciating.

My wife came running, full of concern and trying her best to help me stand. She quickly tossed food back into the freezer and wrapped her arms under mine. No luck. I couldn’t stand. She dragged me from the garage into the house onto the hardwood floors.

She was finally able to help me get to my feet. Upright, I was a much wiser man than before I fell. Having experienced the lowest pits of pain, I became closer to those who’d felt real pain on the battlefields of war. Extreme levels of agony one can only begin to imagine as these young soldiers cry for their mothers with their last breaths.

I had known nothing of this level until my fall the other day and the subsequent days when I couldn’t walk. Maybe we all need an incident like mine from time-to-time to awaken us to our microscopic world of complacency and detachment from those who surround us, that we see, but do not see–or feel.

Understand, I hope you don’t you don’t fall, as I did; on the other hand, maybe I should.

Calvin Davis is also the author of The Phantom Lady of Paris.



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Are We Paying Attention by Calvin Davis

“The child is father of the man.” Wordsworth, an English poet, wrote that line, meaning what a child experiences and feels, in his early years, will determine what kind of man he will be in later life. In my case, I’ll have to modify the poet’s statement. Granted, the child is father of the man, but in later life the grown child often becomes the father of his dad, who has by now become a child.

Confusing, isn’t it?

father and sonIt won’t be when I further explain. The other evening my wife and I were watching a show on TV where a father held his little son in his arms. The angelic look on the child’s face was disarming, as was the apparent love of the father for his son. The little boy’s face glowed with innocence and a total lack of knowledge of the ways of the world–bullying, politics, science and logic. What could he know of these things? Nothing.

Seeing the father lovingly gaze at his son reminded me of times long past when I held my own baby boy, especially that memorable first time. For he lacked knowledge.

Now, fast forward  thirty years, or more. The child has grown and earned a double major at MIT of math and physics and, with additional advanced courses, holds a PhD. in theoretical physics. As his father, I was a mere high school English teacher.

He wrote a paper for a science journal and e-mailed it to me to proofread for grammar and spelling. When I sent it back to him in Berlin, Germany, it was perfect. What was the paper about? What did it say? To be honest, I hadn’t a clue–something about the theory of matter in relation to Einstein’s theory that totally flew over my head.

man and fatherNow do you understand what it means when I say Wordsworth was only half right when he said, “The child is father of the man?” The truth is, as in my case, this grown-up child is father of his father, who, to him, is childlike in his field of expertise. For the grown child has knowledge the father never possessed, because this world had progressed at such a rapid rate, In terms of know-how, the child is now the smarter one.

But that is the way it’s always been, and no doubt will always be. We can learn a lot from our children, if we only pay attention.

–Calvin Davis is also the author of The Phantom Lady of Paris.W


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Men Needed! Lots of Them and Quickly!


I’m at the RWA (Romance Writers of America) Convention in NYC with my wife. The sneaky woman mentioned there would be romance writers from all over the country here. She just failed to mention it would be upwards of 2500 women…and me. I feel like I’m in a beehive of buzzing, pushing, shoving, giggling, phone obsessed ladies. There are ten elevators and each one is packed–ALL the time.


I need some male companionship.

We’ve been to the Penguin Random House Offices several times since my wife writes for them. I got to listen to new trends in romances that shattered my opinions of women being angelic creatures forever. I heard words I didn’t know women knew, much less spoke. Yet they seemed so lovely and cordial.

I have noticed a trend in women authors meeting after long spans of time from not seeing each other. Both participants eyeball each other. Each pops from her seat like a cork from a bottle of champagne. This is followed by a duo of ear piercing screeches. Both scream, “Ohhhhhh my God!” They rush toward each other, locking arms around each other in what in the wrestling profession is called a “bear hug.” In this position, they grapple trying for the takedown. But after a few seconds they declare it a draw and kiss, followed by more squeals and “OMG’s.”

Men would simply shake hands.

***Calvin Davis is the author of The Phantom Lady of Paris


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Don’t Hold Your Breath by Calvin Davis

You work on your novel like a person possessed. It haunts you.

writer2You lie awake at night speaking to the characters. They talk to you as if they are made of flesh and blood and not the stuff of dreams and fantasies. One may haunt you that, nagging he is not satisfied with how you’ve portrayed him, that he deserves a more sympathetic treatment. He mumbles that another character, a minor one, had taken over the novel. He berets you for being an unfair author. Heavens, he even claims you, the writer, is guilty of gender discrimination.

Finally, he stomps his phantom foot and declares he wishes you’d never created him. He wants to leave the novel completely–and now!

At that point, the writer pulls rank and announces the he or she, not the character, is the boss and this character must stay within the confines of the plot–like it or not.

Such disputes between writer and his created children are endless, but finally after a thousand headaches and almost as many sleepless nights, the novel is finished. Your child is born, edited and reborn stronger. It is published in ebook format.

images (1).jpghackerThen, your troubles.begin. Some scoundrel hacks a website and steals the book you have sweat blood to produce. Guess what? He is giving it away. Giving. It. Away! Your labor is free to anyone who goes to this thief’s website. Often, these hackers gain the free-loaders confidential information in the process making a lot via identity theft.

You console yourself when you learn that the same thing has happened to most every author, even the great sellers, those with the letters after their names. NYT or USA Best Selling Author. A few years ago, Nora Roberts went before a senate committee to ask for protection against these hackers. Congress passed no new laws to protect authors.

So, what is the answer? I wish I knew. Maybe writers should hire platoons of lobbyists. Then, maybe Congress would listen. Maybe. Maybe not. My advice? Don’t hold your breath.


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Memorial Day Over the Years by Calvin Davis

In Flanders Fields

Flanders Poppy on the First World War battlefields.

by John McCrae, May 1915

In Flanders fields the poppies blow
Between the crosses, row on row,
That mark our place; and in the sky
The larks, still bravely singing, fly
Scarce heard amid the guns below.

We are the Dead. Short days ago
We lived, felt dawn, saw sunset glow,
Loved and were loved, and now we lie
In Flanders fields.

Take up our quarrel with the foe:
To you from failing hands we throw
The torch; be yours to hold it high.
If ye break faith with us who die
We shall not sleep, though poppies grow
In Flanders fields.

Inspiration for “In Flanders Fields”

Lieutenant Alexis Helmer, 1st Brigade Canadian Field Artillery. (1)
Lieutenant Alexis Helmer, 1st Brigade Canadian Field Artillery (source: A Crown of Life)

During the early days of the Second Battle of Ypres a young Canadian artillery officer, Lieutenant Alexis Helmer, was killed on 2ndMay, 1915 in the gun positions near Ypres. An exploding German artillery shell landed near him. He was serving in the same Canadian artillery unit as a friend of his, the Canadian military doctor and artillery commander Major John McCrae.

As the brigade doctor, John McCrae was asked to conduct the burial service for Alexis because the chaplain had been called away somewhere else on duty that evening. It is believed that later that evening, after the burial, John began the draft for his now famous poem “In Flanders Fields”.

The Story Behind the Remembrance Poppy

One of the first material poppies sold in aid of The Haig Fund .
Haig Fund Poppy

Also known as “The Poppy Lady” find out how this poem inspired the American teacher, Moina Belle Michael, to write a poem in response to “In Flanders Fields”. Discover how she and Frenchwoman Madame Anna Guérin, known as “The French Poppy Lady”, encouraged people to use the red Flanders poppy as a way of remembering those who had suffered in war, and how the Flanders Poppy became the symbol of remembrance that we know so well today:



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TIME by Calvin Davis

clockWhere does it go? Time. From where does it come? Time. This visitor lurking in the shadows of night and moving with the lightness of feathers in morning. And always when it comes, it opens its ledger and pours over the figures therein. After doing so, it demands the latest payment of your lifetime installment plan. And when you make the last payment, you receive a receipt stamped “Final payment made. You owe no more. You are no more.”

Time. When is my final payment due? And yours? Banks often give extensions on loans. Time never does. Not one of its borrowers has ever been in default.  Not one.

Calvin Davis is also the author of THE PHANTM LADY OF PARIS. plopfront-148x223

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A Teachable Moment Sadly Lost by Calvin Davis

It happened so quickly I didn’t realize it was there before it vanished, never to return, at least not with the same person. Where did it happen? In our doctor’s office. I accompanied my spouse for her regular appointment. The physician suggested that Vonnie should take a test that would require her to stay in a hospital overnight. Hearing that, she frowned as if she had just downed a gallon of vinegar.

“Oh, no, I can’t do that. I would have to be separated from my husband for a night. I wouldn’t be able to sleep.” Judging from the stunned expression on the medical man’s face, he was befuddled by her response. Why, he no doubt wondered, can’t you spend one night away from your spouse? After all, I’m not suggesting you two get a divorce.

wedding bandsI sat there listening in silence. Later I hated myself for not explaining to the doctor what my wife meant when she said she didn’t want to spend a night away from her husband.

I should have said the following: “Doctor, my wife and I are inseparable. We do everything together. Each night we go to sleep in each other’s arms. We laugh at the same jokes. Cry when watching the same movies. And have learned to communicate with each other without saying a word. A glance is enough. A sigh. A movement of the shoulders. An eloquent touching of the chin with a finger. A smile. A wink. A laugh. And let’s not forget her coming to me, complaining that she hasn’t had a hug all day for the fifteenth time. It’s a guaranteed laugh maker.

But I said none of these things. Also I didn’t tell him that occasionally Vonnieholding hands and I read an article about some couple that has been married for forty or fifty years, and that they die on the same day, almost the same hour. If my wife and I departed this life at almost the same time, we would have no fear of dying. We’d exit with a smile, aware that neither would be left behind to pine the death of the other. If we died on the same day, we would have no fear of death. We would see death not as a terminator, but as a unifier, joining Vonnie and me for all eternity. We would never have to separated again…not even for a night.

Calvin Davis is also the author of The Phantom Lady of Paris.


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